It's every girls dream to meet her knight in shining armor and ride off on a white horse on the beach in crystal clear water over looking the sunset...oh sorry there I go off in la la land again, as you can see I have spent lots of time fantasizing about "the perfect man ". I know there is no such thing but we all have our fantasies.
First dates can be so awkward and nerve racking so I took to Cosmo for some first date rules ! They have some very interesting tips for all my single ladies out there. However everyone is different. I tend to just dream of being with a nice man instead of actually taking the actions to meet one. I realized spending most of my weekends at home working on jewelry,making cards or scrapbooking isn't going to get me that horse ride on the beach. So I just let go and let God. I spent these last few months focusing on things I enjoy doing instead of trying to find a rebound after my surprising break up. Everything happens for a reason and I am so glad everything worked out the way it did and I am were I am right now in life. I am so happy and happy for the people that are in my life ! Positive thinking goes a long way !!
I met a guy a little over a week ago and we are going on our first date tomorrow night. As much as I fantasize about meeting "the perfect man " I hate dating. It's just awkward and weird and I get so nervous. I don't know why but I just do. I guess because I am a super shy person. It's weird because I consider myself an actress and I can get on stage in front of 500 people and be just fine, because I am in "character ". In a small social settings I am just me and I am just naturally shy. Is that weird ? He seems really nice and he has a since of humor so it should be interesting ! I don't know if it's premature for me to already be talking about going on a first date with him or not on my blog, (thank goodness he doesn't know I blog yet ) but if none the less it will be something to blog about !! Raise your glasses to me tonight for all of you that are going out for a after hours cocktail and wish me luck !!